I have just logged on, to 'quickly' blog todays post. To thank my lovely Tee for her wonderful words ... she made both me and Rex get a bit teary!!! It was such a horrible, difficult part of our lives ... our crazy insanity got us through, a lot of the time. Literally - we all went crazy.
After the Infamous Depeche Mode Outcast Sister Episode .... Tee didn't speak to Rex for over 2 weeks!! Bear in mind, they shared a bedroom together, that was just two futons smooshed together so that you'd peek in the door to find a sea of bed. Rex was spewing, saying why is Tee talking to me, but not her. (I would LOVE it when they fought, because they would both want to hang around me. I swear - one of these days I have the biggest post about being the younger sibling of same-sex twins. The dynamics!!)
You write well, Tee. Having both of my sisters in my life - as my bestest mates I could say anything too, is one of my recoverys biggest gifts. I love them.
Hey guess what - HAPPY BLOGGERVERSARY TO ME!!! Exactly a year ago, I wrote this. One day soon I will read my whole blog all at once ... maybe then, what has happened will sink in. I think, for so many years I was used to Mr TCs vasectomy and the impossibilty of falling pregnant. That's probably why it's been so hard to accept that I AM.
So, lastly ..... ahem, ummmmmm ....... I have felt weird all day, am hobbling around because I can't walk properly, and I have just had the biggest longest cramp. It went for over 10 seconds. I thought "Holy shit! This is it! We'll have to go to hospital!!" My tummy keeps feeling hard. I'm off to google symptoms of going into labour. And, how to take care of a newborn. And, umm, what baby stuff you need when you bring a newborn home.
Update - Ok, it's been a while now, and things seem to have settled down. I'm going to bed. However - for WEEKS now, I have been telling Mr TC I reckon this baby is going to come early. Just a feeling I have. Looks like it's not tonight. Lucky tomorrow is designated nursery-setting-up day!! :)